10 mile ride including 1,700 feet of accent (Paul walked with the picnic. I dismounted to walk the steep accents) Up and over Conwy Mountain, through Capelulo village, up and over Foel Lus towards Tal Y Fan; then crossed the Afon Gyrach at the ford and galloped hell for leather up the spongy track on the other side. I thought I had a great video of this, but Storm decided to leap a ditch at the start so the GoPro fell too far forwards and all I got was blurred grass 😂 Picnic stop by the Big Stone on the North Wales Path. Fab day.
A great post, Jan, and as you know, so much that I agree with. It was wonderful to meet up with you last week (the first of many times I hope) and I for one hope that you continue to write. I love your writing (again, as you know) and, having read a lot of the mega hyped No.1 books lately I can safely say your skill as a story teller is far superior. I’ve been wondering lately whether I can say ‘yes’ to the question you ask – right now I think I can but it is tough and it’s so competitive – which I hate. Nonetheless, lets stick in there for a while longer. At least we’ve got each other to moan to, lol!
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That’s so brilliant and kind of you and I loved meeting you too, I think the support from fellow authors and indeed my editor, is the only reason I’ve lasted so long!
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There are any number of disillusioned authors out there now from both the traditional and indie fields Jan.Usually the marketing is the biggest bugbear and of course you’re expected to do it in both cases. Why not team up with your pals and rota a week each of tweeting and or facebooking all the novels you’v got on offer collectively. It only puts the pressure on you for a week instead of constantly.
You know friends/followers will be happy to re-tweet for you which has to help a bit.
I’m sorry Llangollen nearly claimed another victim, believe me it’s nothing personal.
xxx Massive Hugs xxx
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Thank you David. I think the problem is far deeper for me than Twitter or Facebook could solve. I’ve been an active member of both mediums for some six years now, running both groups, and teams. But thank you for commenting. I’ve forgiven Llangollen!
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I hear what your saying Jan and have experienced similar doubts and discouragement to you. I hope you do keep writing. I love your books. I’m in the fortunate position of not having to earn my living from writing. I love writing, love being with my characters, and like you write the sort of books I want to read, so for now in spite of the cost I will carry on. I have a few loyal readers and I’m grateful for their support and the support of other indie authors like you. I do feel for you. I do hope that maybe after a bit of a break you come back to your desk and give us fans of your writing a new book to look forward to. Take care.
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Thank you Anne. I’m also in the fortunate position of not needing to earn a living any more but one has to be aware of the financial costs of putting out ten titles which are not really selling or covering their costs in ebook form or print.
I think the financial costs are only a small part of my problem, I’m thinking It’s more of an emotional, mental problem where I’ve lost the motivation.
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Yes, there’s no doubt it’s costly. And it’s only worth it if you’re enjoying it. Ten titles is a great achievement. It’s possibly the case that it’s time for you to replenish the well. A career break, a brain break. Time to do and be. All the best whatever you decide and keep in touch.
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Thank you Anne, I appreciate your words.
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Thanks for the honest post, Jan. Sorry to hear of your painful landing too.
As with most art-forms, sad to say, quality is rarely assured success. Case in point, yesterday I attended the second in a four-part “Refining Your Novel” workshop given by one of Australia’s most successful authors, Toni Jordan. She was generous with her reality checks during the course, keen to dispel the myths surrounding huge advances and all-expenses-paid publicity tours!
She’s lived the highs and lows of a traditionally-published author too; for example, selling the movie rights to her first two novels on the promise of significant sums, only to have other more lucrative titles gazzump her year after year. Also, because her fourth novel is a change in direction, her scaredy-cat German publisher deserted her, and there went a hefty slice of her projected income.
I write primarily for therapy, trying to make sense of a world I struggle to comprehend. My books’ sales proceeds… meagre as they will surely remain… go to two Australian charities helping disadvantaged kids with their education. Whenever I speak to the CEO of one of these organisations, he asks me how sales are going, to which I always respond with the same lame excuse: I’ve been too busy at work to do any promotion.
Perhaps my books are rubbish and will never sell? I hope not, and a scattering of complimentary reviews encourage me otherwise. The novel market is saturated these days, so the chances of an unknown author getting noticed is pretty slim, particularly if you’re not writing in American English. Again, Toni Jordan advises biting the bullet and re-writing using US spelling, simply to give readers fewer reasons to reject your style outright. I don’t know if I’m prepared to do this, and would be interested to hear from other British English authors on this topic.
I paid over GBP4,000 (can never remember the ACSII code for a pound sign on my Aussie keyboard!) for a US / UK marketing campaign a while ago. They secured me some nocturnal interviews with newspapers and radio stations, and I wrote oodles of mindless posts for book bloggers. My sales “spiked” for a few days into double-digits, and then faded back towards flatline again!!
During this experience, journalists only seemed interested in the sleaze of my own backstory, rather than the books I was hoping to expose to the larger international markets. To cap it all, nothing ever got past their editors into print or on air. I wonder whether some of these little radio stations actually have any listeners anyway… 😉
You’re right to maintain focus on why you’re writing, IMHO, to try to regain the pleasure of crafting your beautiful stories. Growing up, my sister and I both pictured ourselves as chart-topping pop stars, blessed with a similar amount of musical talent. I, being the pessimistic depressive, pursued a career in IT which has taken me all over the world and provides for all my material needs. Nicki chased the dream, albeit with moderate expectations, and has now been a breadline professional singer for over 30 years. I have never met a happier person…
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Thank you for such a detailed response Lorraine. You’re absolutely right to focus on the pleasurable aspect of writing and why we started doing it in the first instance. Hopefully, it will come back to me.
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Jan, such a timely post from my POV. I reached a personal standard last year with my eighth book which I thought was my best ever. The ninth is whipping me to a pulp as I strive to make it as good AND keep marketing the others! I actually asked myself, as I walked along a deserted beach with my dog – ‘What if I leave it all behind?’ But then I have never ever thought my life should be easy and I reminded myself that I have often said one should go into this exercise with no expectations of rankings, reviews, sales and income. If the most we get out of it is a sense of achievement and some damned good friends, then that’s more than many get from life. Let’s just soldier on. Oh, and moan a lot… 😉 Cheers from far south!
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Thank you, Prue. Author buddies are the best! I never had grand expectations, but I would like to cover my costs from time to time… My expectations have always been realistic even when I had agents and traditional publishers handling the job for me. Twenty years of trying all the routes out there is pretty exhausting. But as you quite rightly point out, and as I say towards the end of the piece, writing for me again and forgetting the rest of it – is maybe the route to writing contentment.
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Dear Jan, I’ve just seen this and hope you have recovered from your fall. Also very sorry to hear that writing isn’t making you happy at the moment. When the going gets tough, I have to remind myself why I started – fundamentally because I find writing such fun when it’s going well. Maybe you do need to take a break from the marketing side for a while or even for good and let yourself relax a bit more?. I think marketing is hard and frequently discouraging for most of us. Best, Harriet
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Thank you, Harriet. I’m most certainly taking a break and then we’ll see if the muse returns!
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I hear you x
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Thanks Viv!
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